During Thursday’s episode of “Keeping Up With the Kardashians,” Kim Kardashian is seen tearfully speaking about marriage troubles with Kanye West.
On a family trip to Lake Tahoe, Kim lashed out at her family over a plate of cookies to which Khloé attributed the outburst to Kim’s marital troubles.
“Kim has been struggling privately behind the camera about her relationship, and it’s tough because Kim is clearly redirecting so much of her frustration and sadness and anger,” Khloé said during her confessional. “And, you know, sometimes you just take things out on something that has nothing to do with what you’re going through. It’s not the cookies’ fault.”
The camera then shifted to a chat between Khloé and Kim, during which she inquired about Kim’s relationship with Kanye.
Before Khloé divulged that Kim and Kanye disagreed before to the family’s Tahoe trip, which Kanye didn’t attend, the KKW Beauty mogul claimed, “There’s no fighting, like, now it’s all calm, so I just roll with it.”
Khloé told the cameras, “Kim is dealing with so much right now, and it’s tough because before we left, her and Kanye had this big fight.”
In a flashback, Kim was seen grieving over the status of her marriage, stating that the rapper deserved a wife who could move freely with him.
“I honestly can’t do this anymore,” she said through tears. “Why am I still in this like place where I’m stuck for years? Like, he goes and moves to a different state, every year, I have to be together so I can raise the kids, you know? And he’s an amazing dad, he’s done an amazing job …” She continued, “I think he deserves someone that can go support his every move, go follow him all over the place and move to Wyoming — I can’t do that. He should have a wife that supports his every move and travels with him and does everything.”
Kim’s tears continued to flow as she said that she viewed herself as a “failure” in her third marriage.
“I feel like a f*cking failure, that it’s like, a third f*cking marriage,” Kim added. “Yeah I feel like a f*cking loser. But I can’t even think about that like, I want to be happy.”