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Lamar Odom is opening up about being drug and porn addiction-free while reflecting on his “toxic” relationship with ex-fiancee, fitness influencer, Sabrina Parr.
Wednesday, which marked a year after Odom left Parr, the former NBA player took to Instagram to pen a message about the failed romance and his journey to becoming addiction free.
“A year ago yesterday I left my ex fiance’ at the W Hotel in Atlanta without notice,” he wrote. “When she realized I was gone back to my home in San Diego she was livid. I received over 250 calls and text messages over the course of last December from her wanting to fix us. We were toxic. Independently and collectively. Leaving broke my heart but saved my soul. The relationship was abusive.”
He continued saying he wanted to go back many times because he was addicted to the abuse and revealed he hated being alone and often sought solace in random women and marijuana.
“Many times I wanted to go back because-the dysfunction in me was addicted to the abuse. The addict in me hated being alone, the man in me wanted a pretty face to wake up to, it was hard. Late nights and early mornings alone wears on a brother. I sought solace in marijuana and a slew of random women, not loving any of them, not really wanting to be with any of them, but it beat being lonely.”
Looking on the bright side, Odom said his team is helping him with his fresh start.
“Today, I am free. Drug free. Pornography addiction free. Marijuana free. Relationship free,” he said. “I am rebuilding a relationship with myself. With my family. I am focused on my faith. My growth. My brand. I am a legend. I own that. I am a recovering addict. I own that too.”
See full statement below.
